LIEBESTOD

Stefan Wesolowski - Liebestod
Important Records

fatherhood.

...the weight of daily decisions.
being pushed to your edge.

work choices
and routines.
joy.
guilt.
not being around enough.
not being present when i'm around.
watching
and waiting.
financially, being a wreck.
being a wreck.
waking early.
...and collapsing late.

my sons arrived at night 
like a classical song,
stopping time.
motions.
notes,
all flittering like matches...

i never doubted the light
as it soared and shivered my wayward bones

it was a connection
a covenant, so to speak.
a trust.